It was a beautiful morning with the sky being crisp clear without dark gray clouds hovering as last week. I went to sleep late last night as we all stayed up late and watched the cricket match between Bangladesh and South Africa. I woke up with a strong motivation as I remembered the game which Bangladesh lost. Sometimes I believe I am so optimistic that I choose not to believe in any negative happenings. I believe in them, I believe they can be world cup champions then why would a mere devastating loss against South Africa bother me?

As I was driving out to play my own cricket game with my friends, I had to put aside my mental pictures of doing a perfect cover drive on Abdullah bhai’s bowling. I had to look up at the sky and tell Ab bhai how beautiful the sky was. We had two good games today. I was happy that we got to play after waiting for so long. Everyone finally came around.

After the hangout with the  crew which was physically demanding due to the fact that I put out so much effort in cricket lol. It was not until 10 at night that I got indulged in my own thoughts about life. I was thinking about the conversation with my mom a few minutes back.

I was looking for some motivation as I was feeling down due to the challenges life was putting me in, still have to pay for my car tickets with a hard job.

Nonetheless I came across this few lines which just bursts my heart open with unconditional bliss from the source.  I see them to be a mirror reflection of my higher self with all these statements so I have copied them as is.

God – I am not what you think. I am what you cannot think

Favorite verse		The Uncertainties in Life no longer need to be a mystery! Live life intelligently, intuitively and inspirationally.
I am…		In love with everyone and everything in this creation of God!
I believe in…		Love all, hate none. Trust in the messengers of God for they have seen the Truth; the only path to God is Love.
I love		Being inspired by The Bhagavad-Gita
I hate…		Ignorance
I want…		To see you smiling – Always!
I enjoy…		Watching the glimpses of God through your eyes!
My message…		Celebrate Life: we all are on a journey in God to God! Let’s make it an enlightened pilgrimage

love is what i seek,
through the eyes of a broken heart
silence is what i feel
through the pieces of a broken glass
wondering through the forest of life
my destination is unknown
what should i think that is my question to lord
why am i here,
is that an illusion or experience?
I set out to seek true experience of you thy lord
please set me free of life and death.

she said she understood me
but when she looked at me she got lost
so did she understand me?
or get lost in the depth of my mind
is she helping me search my own self
Is she holding out her helping hand
or is she trying to know who i am?
She looks like that morning beauty
i once came across when i began life once more
she looks like that tempting fire
I dared touch when i was a little kid
so do i touch and loose myself
or i stand back and wonder what if.